wei wei cut his hair ! cant wait to see lorrs ! he was lyke complaining to me about his hair ?! hahas. such a cutie pie ! awww... im shoo in lub wib hm liaos ! hmm... maybe even more ba.. lalalalas.
y wunt u pickk up my calL... ? alL i wanted was u to go out of the lift sooner sho i can hear ur voice tilL my parents come home... ish dat rong ? jux y wunt u pickk up my calL... i duno wad i did... or wad i said. i reallie din mean to make u angry. jux before u left, u seemed happie. the moment u went out dat door, ive been sitting by the telephone... counting 5 mins from den. i tot if you got out of the lift, i cud tok to u and acompany u for a while. but wen i called, u refused to answer my calL no matter how many tymes i called. my heart was pierced. i tried to tink dat maybe u were walking and u din notice ur handphone ringing. i kept on calLing. finally, wen i heard the clickk sound me tot u pick up le, din noe u shud my calL. i called again. same tink happen. my heart broke. i felt as if u din love me anymore and din wan to tok to me already. but wad really shattered my heart was wen u switched off ur phone. no matter how many tymes i tried to get to you, i jux cant. alL i can do ish wait on the bed. hoping u wud calL me bekk. no matter how hard i try to refused to fact dat u dun want to tok to me, no matter how hard i try to tink dat u still love me... my mind tells me its not true. u only refused my calLs wen ive made u angry, or wen u dun want to tok to me... or a new alternative... u dun love me anymore.
maybe alL guys are the same. dey get sick of deir gurlfriends after a while. jux lyke a person sick of playing the same game over and over. maybe wei wei tinks im a bother now and dun want to tokk to me. or maybe wei wei ish sick and tired of me liaos.... and he wans to find a new gurl. if dats wad he wants... shud i let him go ? but... i dun want......... i love him too much le... too much to let him go................
i managed to call wei wei. he was welL... reluctant to tokk to me. its as though he dun care anymore. we jux had our 5th month anniversary and i dun want it to be the last anniversary. i wan to be wib wei wei foreva ! i wan to be his till eternity... i dun want to lose him... but does he feel the same ? does he wan me to be his ? does he even care ? i wish he do.
wei wei called again. he told me to eat my dinner and takkaire. he also said shorie. and he put down the phone. i want to calL him bekk and telL him dat i was shorie. but the thought dat i wud cry later made me lose my courage to tokk to him. y did he telL me to eat my dinner ? does he reallie care for me ? does he still love me ? he told me to takkaire. a takkaire can mean two tinkks. takkaire as in look after urself. the other ish a start of a breakk. which takkaire ish he meaning ? i reallie hoped ish not the second one. i dun wana breakk wib him. i still wan to be wib him. i reallie want... if he wans to breakk wib me, y does he still show dat he cares ? my heart ish telling me wei wei stilL love me... but my mind tells me otherwise. wei wei's actions proves my heart wrong. but wad he said earlier. shows he still care for me. i hope sho. i... im reallie confused. i wish wei wei cud hold me in his arms and telL me he truly loves me and he still cares for me. but... wishes dun come true do deyy ?
okies. about dat genting incident... im sho freaked out now ! |: korkorx said a spirit followed his fren sizta all the wae home lors ! omgosh ! *shivers* okies. im going to bed le. tomolo skool reopens ! cant wait to get scolding from the tchas ! aint dat cool ?! whee~ okies. swt dreams world. takkaire.
wei wei ah... scroll down oso horx... still got one more post below. swt dreams and nite nite. love u alwaes darrling ! muaxXxxx ! wei wei.... boos ! hahas. scared ? nahz. im nt scary am i ? (: god bless u my cutie pie wei wei. aishiteru ~
finally ! im bek from dat toopid genting trip... okies. maybe not dat dumb... kinda or maybe... VERY COLD ! dere... on the first day, we went to the theme park. corkscrew and the duno wad racing one ah... very nice~ can u believe it ?! mummee booked a hotel ad the bottom of the mountains and we have to go all the wae to the top of the mountain kuz dat theme park ish all the wae up dere ?! first tyme i sat a cable car ! ^^ sho fun lors ! eh... daddee got a scolding kuz he was rockin the car wen it was in mid-air. hahas. kinda enjoyed myself dere... other den my parents. 'NO ! DUN WAN GO ROLLERCOSTER LAR... LATER MUMMEE AND DADDEE VOMIT... ' .................. um... ok... but in the end, we still draged mummee and daddee into dat corkscrew thingy. hahas. (: wasn't reallie dat scared. mind not into the rollercoaster thingy. my mind sumwhere wib wei wei ba. hahas. d:
went to kL... took an hour bus all the wae dere. i felt lyke vomiting lorrs. came out of the bus all woozie... haix. went to another themepark. desiree bua tahan lorrs. brought her to the toilet to vomit. poor gurl. haix. valerie the best. play the roller coaster more den 2o tymes sia. while me and desiree in the toilet, she up stairs screaming away. i dun dare sit. no body hug. *shivers* scared... (: going bek was very cold. i was lyke freezing throughout the whole journey. but dat was only my body. my heart was warm... inside i din feel dat cold. maybe kuz yuwei inside lorrs. warm my heart for me. (: thanx darrling.
we stayed ad home the whole dae wor ? nuttin to do. i stare and stare ad yuwei's photo whole afternoon. heex. (; den after dat tink of wei wei. hmm... hes grown cuter lorrs. hehex. opps. ^^ hahahas. went out eat dinner. the food was ok lors. taste the same. huahahahas. ive grown fatter ! hahahas.
eh... ok. listen. tish ish the freaky part mann... ad nite horx. kuz me got fever mahx... sho ad 1o.oo went to orh orh liaos. suddenly gana woken up by rattling sounds lorrs. me slowly open me eyes and guessed wad i saw ? outside the balcony door got a dark dark shadow walking in and out of the door. omgosh lar ! i quickly went under the blanket. betta still larx... the toilet door started opening and closing den opening and closing again. i was lyke sho damn freaked out ?! to make things worse, the toilet door lyke nva got oiled before lorrs. creak here and creak dere. *shivers* |: eh... luckily horx... got mosquitoes buzzing arund my ears, sho i din reallie hear much. first tyme i loved the mosquitoes lorx ! 5.4o in the morning me wake up, saw nuttin liaos............... XCEPT ! my face and hands got mosquitoes bite.... ): itchy itchy... me went out to the balcony and check. the balcony door damn damn shaky... the air outside also cold cold de. but the wind not ad all beeg lorrs. went to dat toopid toilet door, all rusty de. me duno whether its my imagination dat i saw a black shadow... but can u xplain how can the balcony door rattle and shake wen dere ish no wind ad all ? and can u xplain how the toilet door can open and close wen all the windows were closed ? eeeeyer... me dun dare type le. tish ish reallie freaking me liaos. goosebumps come out le... genting view bungalow number 1 ish damnit scary ! good tink i going bek to singapore meet my darrling liaos. if not horx, i confirm scared to death de.
wei wei ! im home le ! yeahh ! tomolo maybe u can fetch me after skool ? i'll meet u ad the bustop or voideckk (ur choice) ad 2 ? can can dearries ? tomolo morning i'll gib u a call kaes ? muaxXxx love u lotts darrling !
wheepieee ! for ? kuz i patch tinks up wib wei wei ! um... okies. (: todae damn damn sian. i lost my hols hmwrk. lazy go do again. tokin abt lazy. ystrdae went to orchard. i reached dere ad 1o.3o yeahs ?! hahas. waited for half an hr jux for those two to arrive. pro lar. den after dat went to heeren to take neos ! heex. took three tymes ! after dat we went sakae to eat. jo pro lar. she eat 1/4 of the plate den dun wan eat le. she eat fish oso take sho long eat. drink the soup oso the same she look and observe karen den she look ad the soup and dun wan drink le... hahas. i loveee the ice cream 1 okies. enuff of food. went out and met yuwei ! he wib his frens which i din see dem ad all until two bois one tall one short (short clinging onto the top one lyke monkey) after dat kinda lost karen and jo. gave wei a peck den ran off. heex. *blush*
later went to taka kuz andre say he dere. sho we went lorrs. den later go bosini den no him. call him he sae he eating lunch. orh... okies lorrs. sho we went to plaza sing den andre call sae want meet. sho karen sae nvm le. hahas. we go plaza sing walk arund. den later go arcade play. hahahas. after dat dey went home. ok.... im alone.
waited for yuwei den went arcade to play again. drums are sho cool ! hahas. ok. wadeva. hahas. had a very fun tyme dere. except nt nite tyme. blehs. heex
wow. i reallie gona die le. my blog lyke sho aiyoooooooooooooo.
a message to wei wei
me reallie very shorie over wad happened todae. pweese dun get angry wib me. u dun answer me calL no matter how many tymes me calL... me reallie very sad lorrs. its nt im nt puttin my best into the game. its jux tt im born lyke tish. im nt a gd player. plus... i jux wanted to help u get ur robot x. i was ad least trying my best to win. its jux dat... wen u used the bet to get me on, i seem weaker... i duno y. i jux felt as if sumone was threatening me and i din lyke it. dats why i left. i dun want you to be sad or anything. wei wei, can u plz gib me a calL ? ad least after u read tish. im reallie very shorie......
im shoooo dead tired. i was lyke out the whold dae todae ?! woke up late todaes. 1o.3o am. sho din called wei wei. rushed to church and after service, me went to have lunch ad sakura. celebrate grannies bdae. den after lunch, went to take neos wib siz and dad. we draged daddee in. (: i loook toopid ! |: hahas. went for tuition tilL 6 pm. den came home. im feelins sho bored now. got totallie nuttin to do ?! no mood play game. xpecially gunbound. my rank now double axe. den go into the place where the ppl all pros de. haix. not fun to play. den no mood study. the moment i take out my book, i drop dead onto the table. haix.
yestrdae mummee was lyke telling me nt to go kloze wib wei wei. as in no hugging. i told her gurls oso hug each other y can't i hug guys ?! she sae kuz gurls canot make gurls pregnant. sho shes telling me dat i shud stead wib a gurl larr ?! den i be lesbian she nt sho dan xin larr ?! plz lorrrs. no logic ad alL ! haix.. i reallie miss wei wei. i wan to be wib him but my parents are lyke sho. um. out of my century ?! yeahhs ?! dey stead 1o yrs together and my dad nva even hugged my mum untiL he married her ?! who will believe ?! arghz ! sho angry. and one more tinkk lorrs. i m nva gona become a lesbian ! no way will i get intimate wib a gurL ! i wilL nt get intimate wib any other guys toos ! other den wei wei of kuz. (: heex. missing wei wei again. i tish yr must wrkk hard and pass for him ! and he promised me to wrkk hard toos and pass his o levels. yupps ! we wilL strive together ! ^^ wifout my mummee nagging. hmph 1 turning rebellious. why lehhs ?! mummee and daddees turning unreasonable. hmph !
